Everyday is a learning phase. Everyday is a learning period. Acceptability. Adaptability. Choice. And Words. Choosing the right words to speak and talking to the right people with the right choice of speech is an awesome era we are into these days. But the truth has to come. Few of us truly and really enjoyed our lives unless you're one of those party-goers and party-animals that go out to parties everyday and at most hours of the night. Eventhough we longed to be one of them but as to date, few parents really allows such freedom to their children of growing years. Unless you have the key. Unless you "hold" the key to their hearts and conquer them all. That is if you are borned one of the male species that usher in "freedom" at the most....
I listened to the radio almost everyday. I am already STEREO-HEARTED. I live with my stereo and my amplifier and my headphones. I live with my internet and my freedom to surf. Under close surveillance and under close guidance can I talk or chat on the phone or even inside facebook. My parents prived into my life and I have no means to disattach them. I have to be a good girl all the time. And do you know that the hardest thing in all my life is to be an absolutely goody-goody girl ALL the time !!!!!
I am a NOBODY. I am not even a film-star !!!!!!!! I guess they care a lot about me to let me live in a cage... Sometimes I wish I hadn't lost my wings in which to fly ! I once had absolute FREEDOM but I have lost it into the hands of time...Oh how I wish.... I wish.... I wish Oprah Winfrey would appear over here in Malaysia and made a little girl like me "happy" just for once ! No wings ! No freedom ! Survival of the fittest !!!!!!!
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